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Name: €h®Ïš§¥
Country: United States
State: Georgia
Metro: Savannah
Birthday: 11/16/1973
Gender: Female
Interests: Reading , writing poems, drawing ,skating, playin wit my kids , PSP and Animation Shop Addict ! Web Design , DOLLS !! SCRAPBOOKING ! staying up all night talking to my loverly's online, anything dark n moody, { Emily the Strange, Happy Bunny, Sugar Hiccup } shoppen at HOT TOPIC N TORRID in the mall or online, makin tags n stuff for my loverly's, Starbucks Java Chip Ice Cream ! *YUMMY* and Mt Dew Baby !!
Expertise: Being the best me I know how to be and making sure that no one changes who and what I am just because they seem to think I should change. I'm g00d @: listening to my loverly's..being a confidant..being a total goober to make ppl smile..driving fast n listening loud..singing till my heart knows all the words n meanings..crying till my heart cant anymore..rocking babies to sleep..learning new things..taking risks most ppl wouldnt take..loving forever and unconditional..getting my heart broken..pissing standing up ( HA HA ) ..brushing my dog's hair..Being Me... I'm bAd @: Saying goodbye..letting go of the ones I love.. being what others want me to be instead of being myself.. telling right from wrong when my heart is in it... making xanga layouts :-P
Occupation: SAHM
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| Now isnt THIS interesting ?? "Scorpio Daily Horoscope You may feel like being alone with your thoughts, which could make you seek the seclusion of a private and peaceful place today. Spending time away from others might be a way for you to gain deeper insights into yourself and reflect upon the meaning that your life and the people in it have for you. Perhaps this would be a good chance to spend some time in meditation, assessing what you want to get out of life and how you are going to get it. If you can, you may wish to use your breath to help you ponder the questions you have. Before your meditation today, you might ask yourself a question based on an issued you are thinking about and, using the rhythm of your breath, gently wait for the answer or insight. Meditation provides us with knowledge about ourselves that might not otherwise be accessible to us. During the greater part of our day we are often so busy interacting with others or involved in our affairs that we don’t have the chance to listen to what our inner self needs. Finding time to be alone and give our souls permission to talk to us through meditation, however, helps us become more aware of our life, the way we live it, and our overall goals—it allows us to connect with the truest and purest part of ourselves. The time you set aside for meditation will give you a greater understanding and awareness of yourself today ." -- From DailyOm.com
I know, some people think that Horoscopes are a crock and most of the time I agree that they are too general in nature and have to wide of a base so that they are super easy to apply to alot of things in our lives. Maybe they are SUPPOSED to be that way ?? Who knows... all I know it that I have been feeling the need to climb into a hole of myself for days now so this is for sure "me" today. I did something the last night that I have not done in a very long time ( or maybe it just seems like it's been a long time ?? ) ... I wrote some poetry... of sorts. Not my typical ryming style, but hey.. who says poets have to make things ryme all the time anyways? What She Doesn't Know What She Doesn't Know She knows almost all there is to know
from deepest depths of what is me
She knows my love for her is real
Unconditional, passionate, & free But, what she doesn't know is,
That I'd walk for miles just to see her smiling face
That I'd spend my last dime just to send her a love note in the mail
What she doesn't know is,
That when I lay to rest at night, she is first and last in my prayers
That when I wake in the morning, it is her name that drifts to the front of my mind
What she doesn't know is,
That when I dream of forever, she and I are there holding hands
That when that song comes on the radio, it is her that floods the creases of my heart What she doesn't know is,
That her pictures fill the rooms of my home, pages of my scrapbooks, and memories that I hold the most dear
That no matter how long between phone calls, I hear her voice ring in my ears so often that it feels as if an angel is singing to me always What she doesn't know is,
That being near her makes my heart flutter in my chest, even after years of being the very best of friends
That I wake at night finding that I've called out her name again, and then cry myself back to sleep because she is not near What she doesn't know is,
That I replay conversations we've had in my head over and over again just to feel her close to me
That I sit and watch my computer screen waiting for her to send me messages until the late hours of the night What she doesn't know is,
That being a total goofball with her is the best part of being near her at times
That I look for ways to touch her as I pass by or sit close enough to her because her touch drives me wild What she doesn't know is,
That no matter how many times I tell her that I love her, it never seems to be enough, because those words don't begin to cover my feelings for her
That every part of me yearns to be with every part of her in every possible way What she doesn't know is,
That when faced with the thought of loosing what we have, I have been selfish to no ends
That when all my prayers have been answered, my heart breaks into a million tiny pieces These are just some of the things,
That she doesn't know. Chrissy Hanson -- September 13, 2008 Posting this here is probably not the best idea I have ever had, but hey. It is MY blog right and I should be able to post the things that are most important to me , right ? *sigh* *climbs back into the hole inside herself before someone starts asking questions she does not have answers for* Chrissy | | |
| so... I guess I am a slacker big time cause I never post anymore right? blah..
right now I am posting this from my phone as I lay in bed. I should be sleeping but I just can't keep my mind still long enough I guess 2 fall asleep. so I started playing with my phone and adding web sites to my favs list. xanga hit my brain so I added it and now here I am making a post too. amazing huh? lol
so today is my sons 16th birthday. succckkkkkssss that it falls on a wednesday but that's how it goes I guess. I still can't believe he is 16 already. seems like not that long ago I was chasing his neeeked lil arse thru the house to put his diaper back on. now he is old enough 2 drive my car!!! what the hell happened 2 all my time? *sigh*
I am super proud of him though. he is a good kid. makes good grades. lots of nice friends. plays sports instead of getting in trouble like lots of teens do. I am blessed!!
I am sick again ya'll. BAD sick this time I am afraid. if you think about it later please say a prayer 4 me, ok?
ok I am gonna see if this posts now. lol wish me luck!!
xoxoxo,
chrissy | | |
| Alrighty then. This is yet another attempt of mine to be a better blogger. Lord knows ( as do half of you who read here ) that I used to be like religious about posting my blogs. Now, I am not sure what my problem is other than pure lack of time ! Welp, I am gonna try to MAKE time for it now and hopefully the lil program I have below will help me out a little bit in keeping me focused. Shall we give it a try? Bob & Sheri @ 102.1 Z102: [ Since I have started working I listen to Bob and Sheri in the mornings on my day route. Learn about Bob & Sheri here à http://z102.net/skin/blurb.php?sectionId=0&contentId=54182Check out their website here à http://bobandsheri.com ]This morning’s show was rockin as usual! They always make me laugh out loud ( good thing I am alone in the van huh ? Hehe ) and keep me coming back for more too ! Today’s topic was something like this: I'm good at being bad! In the chatroom they took calls from listeners that were good at being bad. There was this one man that called named Andy ( I remember his name cause it was my Dad’s name ! ) Andy is a good ole country boy who likes to let it rip on the weekends and stir up some dust down old country roads. The problem is, that he does it on dirt bikes and 4 wheelers and PURPOSLY provokes the cops in his small county to chase him ! He has gone to jail so many times for doing this that they do not even try to lock him up anymore ! His neighbors cheer him on as he runs from the cops in his “game” as he called it !! He even admitted to going off an embankment once and landing 25 feet up in a tree and had to have the same cops who chased him take him to the hospital for one of the 70 to 80 something bones he has broken over the years doing this. It was funny as hell to listen to him talk about it and I’d love to visit where he is just to watch this one time to be able to say I did it ! Another guy who must have had balls of pure lead called in admitting on air that he had in the past committed the crime of acting as a Doctor out of his home!! Not only was he doing that, but he was doing it FOR people who were basically criminals themselves and had gotten cut, stabbed, shot, whatever… in the act of committing a crime and came to him to be “fixed up” so that they would not have to go to a local hospital and be questioned by the hospital staff and/or police ! He said it started when a friend of his got into an altercation that ended up with the other party… DEAD ! Yep, he stitched up a friend who had gotten stabbed by a person he had murdered ! Shocking huh? I thought so! From there, word got around and all of the heathen’s ended up coming to him for fixing! Oh , and get THIS part! The dude has NO formal medical training at all ! He says he learned how to do those things off the internet ! OMGosh I almost spit Mt. Dew out of my nose when he said that ! I mean come on… He learned how to “operate” on people online ! Oh, and his medical supplies ? He says you can go to almost any hospital and just walk out with them ! Geeeesh Man ! You are looking for trouble on SO many levels here ! Oh and here is the kicker ! Guess what the dude does for a living? He’s a freakin Correctional Officer at a Jail/Prison ! So, he goes to work every day wondering if he is gonna have to avoid some idiot he helped out back in the day ! I swear, people have some hell-of-a nerve these days ! Traffic Tantrums & Road Rage: [ Being a courier leads one to shocking finds along the roads, massive traffic jams, & idiot drivers that just LOVE to cause the best of us to have MASSIVE amounts of road rage! ] For those of you who do not know it and still remember me as being a SAHM from before, I now have a paying job outside of the home. I am a courier and I have two routes. On my morning run I deliver and pick up inner office mail for Several Cotton States Insurance Offices. I also deliver what are called ADP’s to places like Gas stations, Banks, Nursing homes, Hospitals, Restaurants, Industrial Companies, ect. ADP’s are paychecks for the employee’s of these places. On my evening run I pick up Bank Proof Bags and Inner Office Mail from a chain of banks in Hilton Head , South Carolina and take them to another driver who then takes them to the Atlanta are to the processing center. Being a courier sure does put a person in a different frame of mind about traffic and idiots who got their drivers license from K Mart on Blue Light Special ! I have seen some whoppers out there so far and I am sure I will end up seeing even more than I ever thought of by the time I am finished! “What was I thinking “ … about today?: [ A long day driving alone in a van leaves one to their thoughts. These are mine for today.] Sometimes on my runs I get a crappy signal on my cell phone. I also get crappy signal on my radio in the van in places. I am one of those who hates to hear a static filled station too so I just assume cut the damn thing off and listen to the quiet ! Welp, it’s time like those that my mind starts to wander…. Today I was thinking about… How much I hate to drive in the rain, How very much I miss JamieA, That it has almost been a full 5 years since my Momma passed away, How bad I did NOT want to go let Dr. Smith put his finger up my arse for my check up from surgery!, How excited I was because after said Dr’s appointment I would be able to have sex again!!, How irritated I was because before I could even make it to the Dr. Lowell & I got into an argument and I didn’t even WANT to have sex anymore!, Larry & his whole… situation. Rant & Rave Report: [ Bitch, bitch, bitch! Yeah, it’s that time again! Brace yourself! ] Why is it that no matter how hard you try, it seems you are always lagging behind? I get one thing done and it seems that my list of things to do increases by at least 3 more things! I really need to find a way to become Super Woman like my friends JamieA and Laura. They are amazing women who never slow down for nothing and I am SO jealous ! Cute Convo’s & Text Talk: [ Since I am working and not online like 24/7 now, I get some niiiice text messages on my cell along with interesting off line’s when I get home too! ] Me: Hey, how is the weather up there today? Gina: How the hell do I know? Stuck inside a bank with old women all day. Me: LOL Ok, I’m sorry for asking ! Bad day dearie? Gina: Bad day, month, year ! Me: Oh hell, that ain’t never no good! Specially since this month and year have just started! Gina: Can I slap this old bitch? Just ONE time! Me: Uhm, sure… I guess ! Gina: Ok, I am happy now. Gina: It’s raining by the way. Gina: You get lost? Me: Nope, I am waiting to be slapped! Gina: lmfao I didn’t mean YOU silly! You are not old! Me: LOL at least I got you to laugh. And I AM old! Gina: ha ha 26 is NOT old! Me: Ok, I have just fallen in love with you. Marry me ? Gina: Huh? Me: lmfao, I am not 26 Babe. Try 34 Gina: No way ! Me: LOL yes way, I have a almost 16 year old son goober! Gina: Ok, I feel stupid now. And, uh, I would marry you but it is not legal in SC or GA that I know of. Me: LOL it’s ok. My other wives might get jealous anyway. Gina: Lowell is a woman ?!?!? I would have never known! Lol I left her thinking about that one for a while. When I walked into the bank she had this really odd look on her face & then my phone went off. Gina: Lowell is really a woman? OMG! I had no clue! I don’t think anyone else does either. Me: lmfao you dork ! Lowell is NOT a woman. I have two “wives” but Lowell is all man and my hubby ! Gina: ok, just stfu. You have confused me enough for one day. LMFAO Lowell looks NOTHING like a woman !! Ha ha ha Marital Bliss or Bust?: [ I love Lowell. I reallllllly do! But, like most couples, sometimes we get on one another’s LAST nerve and JUMP on it for hours! Other times, I see new reasons to love him & fall in love all over again! ] I hate hate hate hate it when Lowell and I fuss over the phone ! GAH !! Specially when I am driving too !! I even hung up on him today… don’t do that too often. But, he did calm down later as did I. Ain’t marriage grand ? Kidlet Krayziness: [ Being a Mom is the hardest “job” I have ever had, but it is so worth the efforts put into it! I do know why some animals eat their young though! ] RWS: Robbie is an amazing kid! He never stops making me smile with his goofy comments and stuck on himself ways. If you know him in real life… make him show you his new dance… the penguin dance ! It’s…. lovely ! lmfao RMS: I love love love Ryan’s night kisses ! No matter where I am or what I am doing, he always kisses me goodnight on the forehead before he goes to bed! Whatever will I do without those night kisses when he grows up and leaves? *sigh* SDP: Sandi is about to be 10 years old. Another month. Wow. My Baby, my girl, my last child of my very own. Time sure does fly by. Too fast. Crazy Critters: [ Our “other “ children are sometimes worse than the ones I actually gave birth too!! But they are loved and a good source of entertainment! ] Shockingly enough, Princess CC ( our cat… errr.. I mean LOWELL’S cat!! ) has been rather tame this evening. Maybe it’s cause Lowell is in bed early too ! Freckles is quiet in her room sleeping. Probably only because it is wet outside and she hates getting wet ! Health Happenings: [ I have Lupus & it sucks. I get sick a lot, I have seizures, I have other issues because of the Lupus, and all of this effects my whole family! ] Ok, so I went for my final check up from surgery today with Dr. Smith. He basically gave me a clean slate and said I am perfectly fine and can resume a “normal” life again. I am not sure what normal is… but I will try I guess ! I still can’t lift more than 25 lbs for another 2 months and then no more than 35 forever after that, but he says I can do ALL of my old exercises and stuffies and I can have sex again toooo ! LOL Really though, he seemed pleased with how things turned out from he surgery. I go back for my normal annual check up on April 11th and he will check for cancer again then just to be sure. Oh, and I can stop the herbs in one more month ! W00t ! Maybe that will save us some $$ ! Crafty Corner & Chrissy’z Creationz: [ I LOVE to create stuff! I design Digital Scrap Booking Kits for www.scrappinggarden.com as well as a whole lot of other crafty type of things as well.]Eh… nothing to put here really. I am still on LOA from TSG and I haven’t had time to take pics of my current crafts projects. I am in the middle of redoing the kids bathroom right now though and once I get done I will share pics with you I promise ! Friends & Family Afar: [ I don’t have many real friends nor any family near where I live, but I do try to keep in touch with those I love that live far away! ] Troy is still sick as hell with his HepC. They still have not approved his SSI either ! What slow pricks the government can be at times ! I swear I think they are waiting on him to die first ! Aunt Sharon had a mild heart attack on New Years. I knew it was coming though. She’s been busting her ass for a LONG time now taking care of everyone but herself ! Troy, Maw Maw, Gereld, Tiff & her kids! She has fatty tissue around her heart as well as congestive heart failure too. And her blood pressure is still sky high ! She was in the hospital for like 5 days ! I hope she is taking care of herself now ! Maw Maw Clegg is still in the hospital too. She has been coughing up blood for a few days now. Not just a small amount mixed in the phlegm she coughs up either ! We are talking enough bright red blood that she has to cover her mouth with a napkin to catch the blood and spit! They say it is because she has pneumonia now. I am not sure if that is the WHOLE story though. JamieA is in the process of trying to plan a trip to come see me for St. Patrick’s Day ! Whoooooohoooooo ! I hope she is going to really be able to come cause GAH I miss her sooooooo bad ! We never seem to be able to be online at the same times with me working now. IT SUCKS !! I wonder how Kirsty is doing? I have not heard from her in a while now. Hmmm… Shop-a-holic Specials: [ Yes, I love to shop! But… I also love a good deal! Don’t be too jealous of what I have found along the ways now ! ] I found the CUTEST little metal and whicker shelves at the Family Dollar the other day ! Normally 15 bucks a piece… I got them for $3.99 each ! Yep ! I am putting two of them in the kids bathroom when I finish adding the same type of decorations to them ! Weighing The Woman: [ I am a skinny woman trapped in a lard asses body screaming to get out! Ha ha Ok so yeah… I am trying to loose weight and get into shape. I have good days and not so good ones ! ] Dr. Smith says I have lost 19 lbs since right before my surgery. I don’t see it… AT ALL ! Maybe it was my uterus that weighed so much? LOL Not likely. I do need to stop drinking so much Mt Dew on my runs and drink more water though. I just hate it cause I end up having to stop too often to pee and that is NOT a good thing when you are on a timed run to deliver things ya know? A Happy Ending: Well now, that ended up being a crap load of shit to talk about !! Do you feel all caught up on me now ? I know I feel… like I am sick of typing and sitting on my rump now ! Ha ha HUGS, Chrissy | | |
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